An Umber Spot
I am a brick.
Clay, little sand, no soil.
Heated to more than a thousand degrees.
Left to sit in the glow.
Dried out.
Put on a shelf with millions of others.
Left for days.
At least I am solid.
Red, though spotted where the sand pushed through.
If this were a different kind of kiln, some
would break in the firing.
Alas, but it is not.
There is no pop to punctuate the monotony of flame--
The roar of a metronome.
I have no glaze.
No glass will melt on my skin.
In this way, I am alone.
When I will be cold, it would break.
But it won't do that either. I am not so cruel.
While my blood is hard to see against that
backdrop of red, it is hard still when I
keep it in my core.
A spot of clay unfired.
Perhaps it will become a structural flaw.
Level 2 cordoned off - jacks placed,
building repaired. Replaced.
Maybe I'll be a path, and it will go
unnoticed.
Maybe even I shall be thrown haphazardly
from the window of a moving car.
I could cushion the impact, shield
someone or something,
By yielding more than most of my kind.
Perhaps I wish to be outrageous.
To live beyond my station, to deny some
bold claim of insignificance; to matter.
But then again, without bricks i find, too often, I
Would be tumbling
As if down a well
Perhaps down a well
Down a well
To the bottom of a stack
I've been aloft in.
What is it they say,
"If I have been further,
It is by standing on the shoulders of
giants"?
I am a brick;
My parents are the flame.